Wedding Registration

I don't know if you have ever experienced this, but I just got to today, for the second time. I just don't know whether to categorize it as "SUCK" or "PLAIN STUPID".

On Tuesday at about 12.02am, I received a call from my brother, saying that his marriage registration ceremony is on the NEXT DAY! His excuse, "I FORGOT TO INFORM YOU". Immediately my blood boiled to beyond 100, I asked him, "What the F**K are you guys thinking? You guys completely took me off the family or what? Next time if anyone's dead, tell me a week later then!"

I was absolutely upset, that I couldn't continue that conversation, but I left him a note saying, "I am not able to promise, but if I can make it, I'll be there!"

Following that, the same day, sometime around 11.40am, my mom called to inform me of the same. My blood pressure IMMEDIATELY went up above 100, I shouted over the phone and asked her the same questions, not to mention the much more that I added following recent happenings and gossips.

Having all these happening, I can't help but to wonder just what in the world is going on. Why is my family acting these way? What are they trying to say or show? I can't help it, but to only pray that this does not happen again, and God to help me.

Sad ..... Only God knows the amount of tears I shed because of this.

Wonderful Christmas!

Well, I guess it has been long since the October tragedy and I guess I know my followers a BIG apology. Sorry guys, my bad, but I have been busy.

For the month of December, we will all expect anxiously, for the holiday, but it is quite the opposite for me, in my work line. December has always been the beginning of ALL HELL BREAKING LOOSE. If you're in any marketing department, you'll definitely understand. :D

But Christmas always comes in to give everyone, celebrators or non-celebrators, a good rest for rejuvenation of strength. Mine was too!

However, Christmas for me was kinda different for 2010. I had the opportunity to actually go on a holiday, only not with my family. I spent my holidays in a mangrove research area in Kuala Sepetang, Perak. There was a bunch of school gals, accompanied with their teachers on a holiday that is only to "jalan-jalan" and "makan angin".

The agenda of happening was the Taiping Zoo on the first night, the next day was all out to "jalan-jalan" through the mangrove forest, and then a walk to the only Malaysian processed charcoal factory, and then going around Taiping City after lunch. Third day was all CAVING! Yes, I went caving in the Coconut-Shell Cave or "Gua Tempurung" in Tapah, Perak. It was an AWESOME experience to go into the cave and see the magnificense of God's creation.

I was so refreshed throughout the holiday and gained more friends who now calls me "Abe", pronunced and "Ah-Beh", meaning big brother in Kelantanese BM accent. Now I have many more sisters to take care of! XD

Love you all guys and I'm geared up for 2010!

Blessed New Year People!

The October Tragedy

I still can't seem to believe this actually happened in my life and and had never expected it at all, even in my wildest dreams!

I was already living with my mom, which she has been informed that it was temporary. I came back home from work one day, and my brother asked me in one short sentence, "Hey, when are you gonna move out?" That came like a lightning strike, and I knew something did happened. Well, with him being a lil' immature, I answered him by throwing him riddles.

The argument went on, and he began giving excuses of no base as his reasons to get rid of me. Me, like earlier, again threw him riddles rather than giving a direct answer. Just to see where and how far is he getting. True enough, he got angrier by the second and he couldn't stand it. To show his authority, he chose to hit me, literally.

Yes, I know what you're trying to say and I understand that!

Therefore to save time and energy, I told that I would want to listen to the owner, who happens to be my mom, who have been seeing this drama the whole time!

I was hoping my mom to say something supportive of me, but what came out her mouth was definitely like the thief in the night. She literally asked to get out! Yes, she said that without taking time to think or anything at all. That was thunder in all of it's glory! I was shocked and stunned!

I was so sad and my spirit was broken, but I still stood tall, asking my mom, who am I in her eyes and am I really her son. I can't still believe that I was commanded to leave.

Dear Mom, if you can take time to hear my heart, you can see me crying and craving for your love and attention. I have been missing that for a very long time. Dear God, you know everything!

I have no idea of myself, although on the outward I'm a very confident, bold punk. But on the inside, only God knows!

Was Once MIA, But Now BIA!

Hey Peeps,

My humble apologies for my absence for a long-long time. You'll understand if you have noticed the date of the last post...HAHA!

Well, yes, I have been undeniably busy, with events coming in, and toggling between events involving the company, and also having external events happening that you're being given a huge responsibility of, you can imagine the tension involved in majorly, DEALING WITH PEOPLE!

Well, at this time point, I'm having absolutely limited time, and my brother's wedding is catching REAL soon....

So, just stay tuned for updates on latest happenings that has come by me and those you wish you were there! Till then, Daa!

Welcome ...

Yahoo...

I can't believe I have successfully completed and created my first blog...EVER!

Well, I have no idea on what to write now, but I hope to feed my readers with info, current status, and also lotsa thing to learn...I hope!

If you have any thoughts for me to make this blog look good, please tell so post a note and I'll do my best! If you have any info to share, post on or just e-mail me your information at evengel.s.logeswarren@gmail.com, together with your details, and I shal post it for you, here!

Enjoy reading!